PBP – Going Inward

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Radiance by Brenda Lyons (Falcon Moon Studio)

It seems after the stormy year that was 2013, it’s time for lots of work and building and rediscovering all the things that have been accumulating within. I’ve been taking a fantastic course from Anni, called The Greystone Path. After having watched many of her videos on Youtube (Mirth And Reverence) had to sign up. She has such a warm and open way of discussing the whys and the reasons; how each of us will experience differently, and that all of it is valid.

It very much seems that I need to get my butt in gear, to begin something (as is very much the point of the spring season, no?), I’ve been feeling that for quite some time, and this course seems to be very much what is needed. Although it is slightly geared for newer folk, with explanations into things which (for me at least) have been studied, the inner work has been fantastic. She has us creating or working with an already established an inner landscape in meditation, exploring the Elements at this point, as well as what is already within our own selves. The course is one of being very much mindful of thought and action, which has already been quite a focus for me lately anyway. Of course, I highly recommend it for those who are really looking to delve much deeper, and to really solidify their own practice as Anni provides small rites to perform, making it easier to start small and build upon the foundation, figuring out what works for you and doesn’t along the way.
As an aside, although it is more Wiccan based, it is highly open for your own interpretation if you don’t necessarily follow a strict Wiccan path; it’s all about what works for you to open up to the Divine, however you see it.

 

Because of Anni’s wonderful reminders that all experience is valid and of worth, a lesson I keep revisiting while learning to really trust myself and my spiritual experiences is that there is validity in my interactions with Other in just the mere fact that I learn more about myself, and continue to grow. At this point, whether the interactions have all been from Other, or just in my head doesn’t matter because the insights have been perfect when I received them. I also think that this whole notion that what I experience could be just me imagining or Them actually interacting with me, is a very interesting and mysterious piece of the whole that is my spiritual experience.
Strangely enough, it’s in the moment that I feel I’m just making it up, and only in retrospect, through the lens of memory that certain experiences seem more real, more vivid. As time goes on and my ability to let go of control to allow things to happen as they will in meditation, the more I see where my hand has guided something, and where it has not. Although the doubt is still strong at times for me as we have yet to live in a culture that raises people to accept that there is this solid, real spiritual side to things, the doubt does play an interesting role in it all. We do live in the scientific age which has us questioning everything, looking for hard evidence, proof that what we experience is real. I don’t think this inquisitive head-space is a bad thing, I think it’s good, it’s why we have begun freeing ourselves from forced religion and aristocracy (though we’ve still such a long way to go before we’re done as other things have stepped in to replace them).

In this long, meandering post, I guess in the end I’m going inwards, have been incredibly introspective, focusing on specific roots I will be sending down to begin really establishing myself in the life and spirituality (which are very much one and the same) I wish to have at this point. I’m certain this idea will change with the seasons as I learn and experience more (a constant endeavour). What works for now may not work later, and that is when those things will be thanked, cut, and burned to make way for whatever I wish to cultivate next.

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4 thoughts on “PBP – Going Inward

  1. YAY Another Seeker! *lol* Anni’s constant reminders are so helpful, and it’s so nice to hear, continually. Her excitement for exploration and self-exploration is inspiring, nourishing, and catchy; I am so grateful to have discovered her. I’m finding I get more out of the lessons that I disagree with or that don’t ring true for my own path, which is much, much fun.

    This is so happy-making! Hurrah for you!

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    • I know, I am so happy with how this is going, and so very happy with her stance of everyone’s path is valid. It’s kind of really refreshing when we constantly hear things coming from that monotheist mindset of there only being one way, should only be one experience fits all.

      I’m also loving that self-exploration as well, it’s been so helpful and yes, very much inspiring and nourishing! I used to journal a lot, and I’ve forgotten how good it is for me, for reflecting, for figuring things out. 🙂 I think what’s interesting is I usually find myself thinking of how a certain thing could be valid for another person, instead of thinking how it doesn’t work for me, lol. Not unless it’s actually very much in disaccord with what I follow and believe. An interesting self-discovery lol.

      This is very happy making! A hurrah for the both of us 😉

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  2. Way cool that one of our Group One Seekers mentioned this blog … and over I came to read it and see who posted it. With hugs to the wonderful Mia! And gratitude for all the amazing Seekers who inspire me every day!!

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